Just My Words

All of words below are taken from my status on fb and twitter, and it's me...

Memang tak mudah mengembalikan sebuah keadaan yang sudah berubah menjadi seperti keadaan semula.

I'll try to do it again, trying to not care anymore, whatever happen. I must pretend like I don't know anything although maybe it will be hurt me the most, cz I can do nothing for that.

Something's wrong again, but I don't know what is the reason, and why? I wonder that I've made a mistake again, but I'm keep wondering why?just because of that?

 I don't know what's going on, but I must keep khusnudzon. ほんとう　に　すみません　if I'm wrong.

A good teacher, even if his/her students are not able to do something, will help them learn, and will trust them, and then he/she will give them their independence, instead of pampering them. Do whatever you can so that they can climb over the wall by themselves, then they'll think by themselves, decide by themselves, and move forward by themselves.  #Sakuragi Kenji - Dragon Zakura.

Ketika DIFFERENSIAL tak mampu menurunkan keangkuhan kita,

 ketika ALJABAR tak bisa menjabarkan perbuatan salah kita,

 ketika LOGIKA tak sanggup menalarkan lisan jelek kita

 & ketika TRIGONOMETRI tak bisa menjangkau SUDUT prasangka buruk kita, mari kita ELMINASI semua VARIABEL dosa yang telah TEREFLEKSI dalam diri kita dengan niat permohonan maaf yang tulus sehingga EKUIVALEN terhadap KEFITRIAN dalam perangai yang selalu BERAKAR-AKAR POSITIF

Besarnya dosa bukan karena dosa itu sendiri, tapi karena diremehkan, diulang-ulang, merasa bangga,dipamerkan, menyesal krna tak bsa berbuat dosa yg lbh bsar, menertawakan dosa, merasa AMAN dr pngawasan Allah, sembunyi agar lbh rapi dlm brdosa, tak sgr brtaubat&tdk menyadari dosa. (Solikhin Abu Izzudin-Hero)

Maybe we couldn't get anything we love, but we could love anything we've got... 'Syukur' and 'ikhlas' forever. Coz' that's the way to make us always happy in our life.

Give me some sunshine, give me some rain. Give me another chance, I wanna grow up once again

Yes, Anything could be happen if Allah want, even for something that we think it's very imposible. "Kun fayakun: jadilah, maka terjadilah ia".

Ketika kita bermain layang-layang, ia dimainkan dgn kepala tegak & bukan dgn menunduk, ia diterbangkan bukan dgn wajah mghdap ke bawah, tapi dgn menatapnya ke angkasa. Seperti itulah seharusnya Qt dlm hidup, layang-layang adalah tanda agar Qt slalu percaya bahwa optimisme dimulai dgn membangun harapan, bukan dgn bersedih.

Tiada suatu bencanapun yg menimpa di bumi(tdk pula) pd dirimu sndiri melainkan tlh trtulis dlm kitab (Lauh Mahfuzh) sblm Kami mnciptakannya. Sesungguhnya yg dmikian itu adlh mudah bgi Allah. (Kami jelaskan yg dmikian itu) supaya kmu jgn brduka cita thdp apa yg luput dr kmu&supaya kmu jgn trlalu gmbira thdp apa yg diberikanNYA kpdmu. Dan Allah tdk menyukai stiap org yg sombong lg membanggakan diri." (Q.S.57:22-23)

Jika cinta adalah matematika maka yg mencintai kita akan mengalikan kebahagiaan sampai tak terhingga, membagi kesedihan hingga tak berarti, menambah keyakinan hingga utuh dan mengurang keraguan hingga habis. (Jalan Cinta Para Pejuang - Salim A.Fillah).

Terkait dgn ibadah,ada 3 golongan mnusia.1)Org yg tdk mrasa ckup dgn yg wajib, & slalu berfastabiqul khairat dgn amalan2 sunah.2)Org yg sdh mrasa ckup dgn mlaksanakan yg wajib sja.3) Org yg masih mencampuradukkan yg haq & yg batil. Trmsuk yg mnkah Qt? Smg bukan yg ke-3.

Ikhlas. Sebuah kata yg mudah tuk diucapkan, namun melakukannya tak semudah seperti yg diucapkan. Aku merasa hati ini belum sepenuhnya ikhlas menerimanya. Ya Allah, aku ingin agar hati ini bisa ikhlas dgn sebenar benarnya ikhlas

Allah Maha tahu keadaan kita, lebih tahu daripada kita sendiri. Dia tidak akan pernah mendzolimi hambaNYA. Maka hadapilah setiap persoalan sesuai dgn tuntunanNYA, hadapi dgn sabar & tawakkal, karena setiap masalah sudah diukur Allah sesuai dgn kemampuan kita.

I never know what the future brings, but I will always trying to make my dreams and my hope come true, although I know that sometimes the reality isn't always like I hope, cz I'm sure that just Allah who knows the best for me.

Aku ingin mencintai-MU setulusnya, sebenar-benar aku cinta,dalam doa,dalam ucapan,dalam setiap langkahku

Ketika segala cara telah ditempuh, namun hasil yang diinginkan tak juga tercapai, maka harapan terakhir adalah 'Doa', biarlah Allah yg menentukan hasil akhirnya. Semoga itu adalah yg terbaik.
5 days left, just hope there'll be some improvement, eventhough it's just a little. Pray....pray...

Put our hearts and souls into everything. We fight to protect the things we cherish, don't give up, it's ok to fail. (Gokusen Movie)

Ketika telingamu mendengar ocehan buruk tentangmu, Jagalah lidahmu tuk tak mengucapkan hal yang sama tentangnya...
Jagalah lisanmu, karena...

"Kata yg telah terucap tak akan dapat kembali. Bila telah sakiti hati, tiada mudah tuk terobati. Kepada Allah keampunan akan selalu diraih, pada manusia kemaafan terasa sulit diberi. Ingin jujur berkata dalam tiap bicara namun yg ada terkadang hanya dusta. Ingin lisan selalu berhiaskan hikmah namun yg ada terkadang hanya ghibah."
Maydani-Rangkaian Kata

One thing that makes me stay, them, just for them...

Trying to understand...
Trying to be close...
I knew that I must be more patient...

They will never stop untill we fall, untill the truth can be destroyed.

Ketika apa yang kita miliki telah lepas dari genggaman, disaat
itulah kita akan merasa
sangat kehilangan.
Untuk itu,
jagalah apa yg kita miliki sekarang.

One weeks left, just hope this time enough for fix things and upgrade their abilities..
Pray for the best results

One day, I'll be there, this is forever, そば　に　いるんだ
one day I'll be there, this is forever, ひとつ　に　なろう

Pasti terasa begitu menyakitkan saat kau kehilangan sesuatu yang kau sayang.
Sudahlah lupakan segala yang membuatmu merana.
Biarkanlah semua kan berlalu dengan apa adanya.
Karena dibalik yang terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya untuk kita.
Ada rahasia terindah yang diinginkanNya.
Tashiru-Hikmah

Really, it's unpleasantness.., feeling more uncomfortable if it continue like this way...

there's always a reason for every happening,
just being sure of that, okey...,
don't be sad...!
*my wish, still hoping...

And the time is passing so fast, just a few months left before that
time comes...
Still wanna be together with them untill the end

True friends will always come close to you when the world goes away, they will always take up for you when everyone is downing you, cz a friendship is like hand and eyes. When the hand is injured, the eyes cry. And when the eyes cry, the hand wipes the tears.

I'm awake in this lonely night because of that dream. And suddenly I remember about something. Thinking about it always make me feel uncertain, cz I don't know what to do.

Salah satu hal yg bs membuat Qt merasakan kebahagiaan di dunia adalah memiliki hati yg slalu bersyukur, yg slalu menerima apa adanya(qona'ah), shg tdk ad ambisi yg berlebihan, tdk ad stress krna smuanya dri Allah. Bila ditimpa kesulitan, perhatikanlah org yg lbih sulit dri Qt. Bila diberi kemudahan, bersyukurlah dgn memperbanyak amal ibadah.

Allah punya byk cr utk mndkatkan Qt pdNYA.Allah akn mnguji ksbrn&keistiqomahn Qt.Tak jrng Qt trlmpar saat yg lain tgar,runtuh saat yg lain teguh,lemah saat yg lain istiqomh.Btp bsr cinta Allah kpd Qt shg Ia tdk akn mmbiarkan Qt larut dlm ksalahan.Qt sdri atw tdk,Allah sllu mnegur Qt saat Qt brbuat khilaf.Sungguh bsr cintaNYA kpd Qt,lalu bgmn dgn Qt?

Kita harus slalu yakin, apapun cobaan yg kita hadapi adalah bagian dari rangkaian kemuliaan yg sdg dpersiapkanNYA utk kita. Jangan putus asa, jangan lemah hati, tetap semangat dan optimis. Allah selalu bersama orang-orang yg sabar.

Hiasilah tidur dgn tetesan air wudhu,lepaskan mata dgn alunan dzikrullah,selimutkan diri dgn syahadat dan alaskan tidur dgn sepotong doa.Smga mimpi indah.

Sometimes love just happens. We might not be expecting it, needing it, looking for it or even wanting it. Unfortunately, it just happens 

Read that tweets, it’s like reflection of me, remind me of that..

Finally, one step done. Must continue to next step.Hope it will be tomorrow.

Hal kecil bisa membuat perbedaan di kemudian hari, ‘kepedulian’, kecil dan tampak sepele memang, tapi kan mampu membuat perbedaan.

Can’t close my eyes, still thinking, a little thing, care or not care? Confuse, in doubt.

The same opportunities never come repeatedly, there’s a regret for something in my past. Meski kini kesempatan itu ada, namun keadaan yang tak memungkinkan.

If I could choose, I would rather not knowing about it

Just hope everything is fine, really miss them, wanna talk to them..

Once those words leave your mouths, you'll never be able to take them back. Words are like swords. If you use them the wrong way,they'll turn into ugly weapons. --Conan Edogawa--

Being patient is also a performance of bravery. --Haibara Ai--

Don't be tricked with what u see now, sometimes the most unimaginable thing  is the truth. --Shinichi Kudo--

I try to take it all away, try to forget everything  i did, and everything 'bout it like i never knew anything. It's the only way to run out of this. I wish i could lose a memory 'bout this from my mind. 

I'm gonna be your very true friend. i wanna share ur ups n down. I'm gonna be around. When u're alone n i'm away. Don't be sad don't be afraid. I'm gonna turn my thoughts 2 u. Like i always do.  Catch u when u fall. Hold u when u're down. Sharing every moment. I wanna show u all i do. I believe i have found a miracle in u.

Really, really, so surprised with something I've found. So sad, so dissappointed and undescribable feelings. I never thought it could be like this. But I try to keep 'khusnudzon', and hope that it's not like what I've found. Why I must saw and read that? It makes me so

Let's delete error files in our heart memory, shutdown all prejudices and faults, restart our steps by having Ramadhan.

It's hurt to knew the truth, to knew something wrong happens but I couldn't do anything for it. 

The more I know is the more hurt I feel. I wanna pretend to know nothing but I couldn't. If I could choose, I wish I didn't knew anything about it from the start...!

Bismillah... "Allah always has something for us, a key for every problem, a light for every shadow, a relief for every sorrow and a plan for every tomorrow. So, always keep moving and keep fighting, for our better life...''

That time will come. The time when you realize the wrong things you did, the time when your heart opened to accept the truth. The time when Allah turn you back to the right path.

Orang yang memendam perasaan seringkali terjebak oleh hatinya sendiri. Sibuk merangkai semua kejadian di sekitarnya untuk membenarkan hatinya berharap. Sibuk menghubungkan banyak hal agar hatinya senang menimbun mimpi. Sehingga suatu ketika dia tidak tahu lagi mana simpul yang nyata dan mana simpul yang dusta. (Tere Liye-Daun yg jatuh tak pernah membenci angin)

Kebaikan itu memang tak selalu harus berbentuk sesuatu yang terlihat. Tak selalu dalam bentuk uang dan materi. Kebaikan merambat tanpa mengenal batas. Bagai garpu tala yang beresonansi. Kebaikan menyebar dengan cepat. (Tere Liye-Daun yang jatuh tak pernah membenci angin)

No matter what you do and what you feel, Allah is always there, knows everything.

Syukur, Sabar dan ikhlas, inilah kunci agar kita selalu merasakan kebahagiaan.

It’s not easy, being in this position is really hard for me, maybe not for others. Try to act as wise as it should be, eventhough sometimes it’s hurt, but why… just see everything in one side, never try to see from the another side, su’udzon, just think about ownself never think about other’s feeling, always blame others but never blame ownself, always wanna being understanding by others but never try to understand others, why..? It is something called by ‘UKHUWAH’?

Still, always and will be forever…

Most surely your Lord is watching. Al Fajr:14

Sometimes, we miss someone, not for a long time not see but because whatever we do, we want him/her around us.

Sooner or later it will be happen, and now it’s completely happen, I have no choice, can do nothing, just can accept and facing it. Allah has planned everything perfectly.

Always do thinking before we judge people, before we talking about him/her. Try to feel what he/she feels, think if we were him/her, or if we were in his/her position, will we do the same like he/she did?

Mereka yang kita cintai yang paling mampu menyakiti

Do too much care, will get too much hurt…

Maybe silent is an option…

It’s time for wake up..

Stand here and kill all sadness…

I won’t be feel lonely…

I won’t die as a loser…

I will make it be happiness…

It’s my life…

It’s my future…

I will last here, with my mind

If it’s the same thing I ever got, for this time I must make sure that I can do what is right.

Melukai hati seseorang itu amat mudah…

Tapi menyembuhkan kembali itu amat payah…

Berpikirlah sebelum berkata…

Pertimbangkan sebelum bertindak..

Karena kata maaf dan sesal belum tentu mengembalikan yang terkoyak…

Hanya hati yang lapang, jiwa yang ikhlas dan saling memaafkan yang mampu mengurangi luka. (Islamic Motivation)

Andaikan waktu sebuah lingkaran, kita tidak akan perlu merasa kehilangan, sebab semua yang telah hilang pasti akan kembali lagi. Namun waktu adalah sebuah garis lurus, kita tidak akan pernah mendapatkan kesempatan untuk mengulang apa yang pernah terjadi. Karena itu nikmatilah hari ini, karena ia tidak akan pernah datang lagi…