Me and My Heart

I don't know why,….
The shadow about it returns back in my mind
All that memory disturbs my mind again
After so long I’ve been trying to take it out
Vanishing it from my heart
Throwing it far away from my life


But it’s true that I‘ve never
Really can forgetting it
I don't know why I could be like this way
I didn’t even know
Whether it’s true that forgetting is not easy to do
Wiping out a feeling in the heart
What I didn’t even understand what really I’ve felt

Ya Allah……
I don’t want forever handcuffed by this feeling
Feeling which I don’t ought to feel
Springing not at the right time

Ya Robbi….
Really, only You who know my destiny’s mystery
Only You which have decided my way of life
How the end of my story is
You have arranged and decided it.
I’m sure that is the best for me 

Ya Allah….
What I expect now is Your guide
So that I don’t fall in the mistake
So that I can still survive
So that I don’t lost in this feeling
So that I can taking care of it
Taking care of my heart
For the precisely person
Which You have chosen for me